therealtrash (
therealtrash) wrote2025-10-17 02:54 am
Nothing
Sometimes I imagine myself in another world, a world far, far away. My body is perfect, my mind is calm, and no one can find me, but I wonder what would happen if someone did. I wish I could talk to people without sounding stupid and pathetic. My name is Max, and I'm trying to live, not just survive, like, every day. What I like? Cosmic gay romance. It may sound strange, but being LGBT and constantly oppressed by everyone has made me create a world in my mind where gay people suffer from society, but at the end of the day, they're the ones who bear the burden of saving the world. And they only have each other to accept and understand each other.I really enjoy tragic love stories. A morbid comfort that makes me feel myself, makes me feel understood. Now, tell me how I could talk to people without sounding stupid and pathetic!!?? I have weird interests, weirdest ways of expressing what I'm feeling, and sometimes I can't even understand what I'm saying. Anyways... such a weird way of introduce, but what could I do? It's who I am, I'm confusing! I'm trying to live and be myself in this cruel world, and I think I'll do it through my favorite hobby: writing