Shit

[therealtrash]

Last night was a shit! I got sick, my throat hurt like a needle was cutting it from the inside out, and it's so fucking hot where I live. I turned the fan on full blast, I even had to sleep shirtless, but it was hell trying to fall asleep. As if that wasn't enough, the nightmares came to disturb me even more. It was awful! The good part (the only one) is that I had a peak of inspiration to write about the past of one of my characters. My beloved stories, my characters, my imagination... it's all that distracts me from my pain. Today it's a little less hot, but still hot because here in Brazil we're almost in summer and I hate summer!! I'm a little more comfortable tonight, though my throat still hurts as hell and it's killing me!

Talking of dreams (i'm not gonna talk about my nightmares) ... A few days ago, I dreamt that my mother, my brother, and I were getting ready to move to a new home. I was so excited; moving home has been a dream of mine since I was a child. It's not that I don't like my home, but the excitement of moving to a new place and meeting new people is something I'd like to experience. Like in the movies, you move to a new neighborhood, meet a cool hot neighbor your age, and they becomes your only friend, and you two develop a long friendship until something more comes from it. But in reality, I'm just a pathetic, antisocial guy who probably wouldn't adapt to a new environment so quickly. I guess... I just want something new, I just want some attention. And I want to live out a cringe, supernatural teenage romance with a boy as weird as me. Maybe I'll sleep and see if my dreams can fulfill my wish tonight...

Comments

[bryce4_4]

I always think like that too. I always think about how if I ever move out somewhere I always wondered if I'd ever meet like you know a cute girl or even a cute boy. Or that there was something violet happening there and it's up to me to fight like something like Persona where I fight something Supernatural to Save the World and stuff. I wish I had more things happen, but I'm kinda in the same situation as you. There's a lot in Life that doesn't really go your way. I dream it so often that I wish it sometimes happened to be honest. Also I kinda got sick like that in September and I got sick this month but I felt fine and it was just a increased Temp. It's very cold where I live right now, and I hope it gets Warmer from where. I wish you a goodnight Trash that's real.

[therealtrash]

Yeah, good to know i'm not the only one. My mood was being like a rollercoaster recently, so i think my pain just accentuating the bad feelings. But thank you for the comment.

[bryce4_4]

Welcome. I was not feeling great today to be honest because it became stressful all of a sudden.