The fabulous and disastrous mind of Erick León's vessel aka Max Natan

Um, hey, hello! I apologize for my uhhhh meltdown. I had uhhh some arguments with someone. But anyway, that doesn't matter anymore, because I'm so glad to have seen him again. Let me contextualize: today (actually, yesterday, because it's past midnight) there was a Christmas party at an institution for autistic people, well, sort of, because although the party was organized by that institution (I think), it took place in a school, probably because of the space. Well, everyone who works there was present, and they had given the teenagers and children a letter a few days before asking what they wanted for the blue Santa (yes, he wears blue) and at this party we got the gifts we had asked for. But it took a long time for them to start distributing the gifts, and there wasn't much to do at the party. There were only a inflatable castle and a trampoline for the childrens, and the only thing to eat was cotton candy (with a huge line, by the way). I leave here my sincerest: what the fuck!!!??? to my city hall. Because, yeah, it was in a municipal school. In fact, I always heard that this school was only for qualified students, that it was a rigorous school, a very good school, the best of my city (Cut to me entering the bathroom and seeing that there wasn't even soap lol). My school is a state school and it's not that good too, but currently it's much better than this one. I don't know what happened to this school, because a time ago people always praised it, while mine was always criticized. Anyway... even though it wasn't such a fun party for me, at a certain point I recognized someone immediately. I was sitting in a chair next to my mom, with my legs open and a upset face. I looked to the side and saw a tall boy with a iconic curly hair that I would recognize from miles away. I immediately corrected my posture and changed my expression. If you are not understanding what i'm talking about, this guy was one of my art group classmates, and he never showed up again after leaving in the middle of class because he said he wasn't feeling well. I kept wondering if he was okay, and I didn't expect to see him there. I think he's really cool and, honestly, I don't know if I have a crush on him or not, because I'm on aroace spectrum, and sometimes I can't distinguish certain feelings from romantic feelings, but for some reason, I get so happy when I see him that my heart races in weird way. I think he didn't see me, but I saw him, and that alone made the party better for me. (God, I'm so gay, lol.) After a while, the cotton candy line got shorter, and my mom and I got two. It was good (typical cotton candy). It had been a long time since I'd eaten one, so it was good to taste it again. Anyway (again), I think this party took a bit too much to get to the point, but it was good to get out of the house at night. I don't usually do that, and I really enjoy observing the nighttime cityscape while I'm somewhere. I also didn't like the localization so much, but even though this school is kinda... meh..., I think its structure is really cool. Made me felt like I was a protagonist of an teenager American romance movie in a typical American high school. (except that i'm just a weird trans guy instead of a hot girl.)That's it! Changing the subject, I started reading Oliver Twist after watching the movie and I'm really involved. Oliver is my little boy; I wish I could protect him from all the cruelty in this world. I think my reading hobby might be promising... maybe. And if you're wondering what I asked blue Santa for, it was a bracelet-making kit. I really didn't want to ask for something too expensive... I liked it! Although some of the beads are a bit too childish and didn't quite match my style, but some of them are really cool and reminded me a bit of emo accessories. kinda. i made a bracelet for me and a necklace for my mom because she asked me for, my mom is such a chill person, she doesn't need many to make her happy. she's kinda a mood goal. and yeah, i still thinking on him, and if i will have the oportunity to talking to him again. i don't wanna say his name despite i had already mentioned mentioned it before... i'm just gonna call him guy.