Need

For a while now, all I could think about was you. It was a feeling I couldn't control. I was addicted, obsessed, I wanted to wear you like you were my own skin, I wanted to spend the whole day looking at you. How can love hurt so much? I don't recognize myself anymore, I don't care about what's happening in my life anymore. I started living only for you. I was sick, sick of you. You were my drug. But I had time to refresh my mind and focus on myself. But now... all I can think about is you again. I don't like this feeling, but it's pleasurable. It's an easy dopamine rush, I forget about myself, I forget about my shitty life, to focus on you. I don't know... what to do.